So many things happening

So many things happened to me. I really don't know what to do or what should I do anymore. Some are already in the past but some is still ongoing. Something is wrong with me. I don't know why thoughts and temper keep changing. It seems bad. Is like i want something but yet i don't want something. Anyway just confused.

Went to watch the Korean Breakout Dance comedy at th esplanade. Its beyond any words of praise i can say. The music, the breakdancing, popping, beatboxing, hiphop, sound and visual effects and so on....the entire concert was worth watching. Mi screamming and clapping with some entu ppl around but i think the ppl on my side all quite shy and must be thinking i'm crazy but they deserve my cheers for that performance. Too bad ah girl not there to watch...he will love it.

Went back for class already stress, then i saw ppl that were suppose to grad came back to attend class and they said this subject 1/2 the cohort failed. Wahhhhh....additional stress sia. Just hope that everything will move on smoothly.

The recent animes that i watch all ended with sad endings and i cried. Why all sad endings? Really wanna see ppl happy even though they are just imaginary.

Class Starts and confused

Attended class today but everyone seem to still be in holiday mood. I somehow have no impressions on the previous lesson. Only one week and my memory is failing mi. Haiz.

Things that needs to remember, i'll tend to forget. As for things i should not remember or think of, it lingers in the mind. Human mind is just so questionable.

Its so easy to fall in love but yet so hard to maintain it well. Its not like machineries or buildings where there is a systematic approach, love is so much complicated or am i making it complicated. I don't know. I have my fears and time to time it triggers. Sometimes it even gets out of control where i feel like dying and ending all. I keep asking myself, will i be able to live to see the 2nd arrival of lord jesus christ. How would it be like.

New Creation church

One day, one guy asked this question:

"Why did God made women so beautiful and yet so stupid?"

His wife heard it and said, I know the answer,

"God made us beautiful so that YOU will marry me and God made me stupid so that i will marry YOU."

Stand up and position yourself lke a cross. People often look southwards, eastwards, westwards. All the things that are surrounding us, but what we should actually do is look northwards; look up, to God and recieve his blesings.

People often say, to catch a man, u have to catch him by the stomach, but what if the women is not a very good cook (for example me)? Well not to worry. There is one other secret weapon and that is to RESPECT ur partner. During conversations, bring it to a tone where it is not demanding but negotiable.

Do unto people on what you want people to do upon you. You need to respect others before people can respect you. - Elaine's motto