Why do i seeand feel that love hurts more then death. I am seeking for the one to believe in. I know it is not an easy task. Jesus went through so much pain. I feel so lost...so numb...just feel like crying all day and not bother on what is going around me.
Why do people keep shouting at me scolding me. Using me. Lying to me. Backstabing me and so many more.... Is this life? I guess so. Nothing can change i guess. I just hope i can seek "you in time and just end all pain in this world.
I'm not crazy. I'm not any druct addict. I am not crazy. Not a drug addict. You don'tm know what I am you though. You don't worth to be my doctor. So what if i die if i take that medicine. You say since i have been taking it for almost a year and nothing happen so it should be ok to give me th medicine. You don't listen to my cries. All you think is that you willl only spend 10 minues per patient. You don'y deserve to be a doctor and even more not deser ving the name of being called a specialist on how u treat the auntie and me. You are not a good doctor. I hate you and i hate mself for hating someone like you.
I don't deserve anything good i guess. I owe to everytone in my past life.
Do not keep messaging me after u read this it will just drive me off the edge. I don't know what i will do. Just let me vent out here and within.
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