New Mp4

Weeeeee.....finally got a new Mp4 after so long and really it's cool, slim and light. Sony walkman sound system is really good. Price is also very reasonable for a 8G player. Music, picture, radio and songs...just all i need.

Still having some problems with my depression but i don't want to let my doc and mum know. Don't want to spend so much money and worry my mum but sometimes i just can't control. Haiz. All i can do is just cry and cry all my heart out and sleep, forgetting about it the next day. Always happens when I'm in crowded area, i want to be home cause it seems so stressed. Then when i'm home alone, i feel scared and lonely and i cry too. What should i do.....

Today taught the little girl, she just try to take things from my bag again, refuse to do homework, walk on the table in front of me, stepping on all her assessment books and crossing over my drinking water. The brother scrap ice from the freezer and threw at me, anyhow scribble on her assessment book and took my stuffs and place it in the sister's bag. Haiz i really give up le. What to do.