Sunday, January 11, 2009

New Term

Term 3 is so not easy. Very stressed out with it cause no matter what the teacher say, i just can't seem to get it. Our textbooks are on UK context and he decided to teach Singapore context. However all assignments and exam are of UK context. Haiz...i just pray that i will slowly get to understand in the subsequent lessons ba.

What happen to all the people surrounding me? Where did they go. I feel so left out again, by my friends and family. Everyone have their life i understand but i just don't like the feeling of being loney. However neither do i want strange guys to approach me so *sosh* leave me alone if u are a strange guy.

I guess once we grow up, things change, life changes. People and friends have their own issues and things to settle, but doesn't friendship mean anything? Am i such a lousy person? Being condammed and nicknamed for so many things.

Sometimes i just feel like breaking down and cry out of the sudden. I feel so cramp up within myself, sometimes it seems so hard to breathe. I fear for my thoughts whenever it comes. Still learning to overcome so many things in life and spirit.

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